I Always Do This

I don't know why I constantly say I don't want to date you. It's a nasty little habit I have to keep people at arms length. But I think I would very much like to date you. Too bad I can say it here and not to your face, which really doesn't do me any good. Last night was ridiculous and funny and sure I'm a little sore but it was worth it. So there it is, instead of remaining a drunk dial and random hook-up, you've managed to become the one person in the last seven months I actually want to date. Damnit. I hate it when feelings get in the way of all the sex. This irritates me. I'm not supposed to even HAVE feelings.